Flash back Friday is a thing right? Well if it wasn't. It is now. This was me last June with just a simple lick of mascara.It's shocked me how I looked, I was so unhappy with my body, I was obsessed with weight & food – but in an unhealthy way. My friend tried to tell me, but I couldn't see it for shit and I just got mad at her. Looking back I know she was right. Looking back, I am so happy with how I looked. But it also just shows me that photos are so fake. This was taken when I was in at the start of my mental breakdown & was still trying to convince the world I was alright – I definitely wasn't! So please remember – social media can be fake as fuck…#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #socialmediaisnotreallife #vegan #whatveganslooklike #rawvegan #hclf #obsessed #unhealthy

Flash back Friday is a thing right? Well if it wasn't. It is now. This was me last June with just a simple lick of mascara.It's shocked me how I looked, I was so unhappy with my body, I was obsessed with weight & food - but in an unhealthy way. My friend tried to tell me, but I couldn't see it for shit and I just got mad at her. Looking back I know she was right. Looking back, I am so happy with how I looked. But it also just shows me that photos are so fake. This was taken when I was in at the start of my mental breakdown & was still trying to convince the world I was alright - I definitely wasn't! So please remember - social media can be fake as fuck...#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #socialmediaisnotreallife #vegan #whatveganslooklike #rawvegan #hclf #obsessed #unhealthy

I love, love, LOVED being a merbabe this morning at @manchestermorninggloryville The vibe was high, my hair was super pink, I got to eat some yummy scrummy brownies by @healthyhealinghabits , I was covered with glitter and surrounded by love, oh and I was wearing a sparkly bra & holographic leggings Thanks again for an amazing event 🦄#merbabe #glittery #underthesea #glitter #manchester #sparkle #highvibe #morninggloryville #manchester #mermaid #mermaidmakeup

I love, love, LOVED being a merbabe this morning at @manchestermorninggloryville  The vibe was high, my hair was super pink, I got to eat some yummy scrummy brownies by @healthyhealinghabits  , I was covered with glitter and surrounded by love, oh and I was wearing a sparkly bra & holographic leggings Thanks again for an amazing event 🦄#merbabe #glittery #underthesea #glitter #manchester #sparkle #highvibe #morninggloryville #manchester #mermaid #mermaidmakeup

After a year off biking apart from the odd ride & pretty much eating what ever the hell I like, I haven't done too bad to only put on 1 st 2lbs. BUT .. 11 of those bad boys are fat & my body fat % has gone sky high.But fuck the figures .. those don't really matter. I'm no longer comfortable with my body & how it looks (apart from my hair & fabulous wardrobe). & there is only one thing to do about it… say ta'ra to my daily cakes …. hell no am I gunna say good bye completely.. me and cake are very good friends… but just curb my consumption.. I also am gunna get back on my bike cuz that's the best fat burning exercise & my bod loves it…But I'm about to head off to Manchester for 3 days – so all this can wait til I get back. Cuz what's 3 more days?!#oops #weightgain #gainz #vegangainz #funandgames #jeansdontfit #cake #ilovecake #cakehatesme #wereahappyfamily #snug

After a year off biking apart from the odd ride & pretty much eating what ever the hell I like, I haven't done too bad to only put on 1 st 2lbs. BUT .. 11 of those bad boys are fat & my body fat % has gone sky high.But fuck the figures .. those don't really matter. I'm no longer comfortable with my body & how it looks (apart from my hair & fabulous wardrobe). & there is only one thing to do about it... say ta'ra to my daily cakes .... hell no am I gunna say good bye completely.. me and cake are very good friends... but just curb my consumption.. I also am gunna get back on my bike cuz that's the best fat burning exercise & my bod loves it...But I'm about to head off to Manchester for 3 days - so all this can wait til I get back. Cuz what's 3 more days?!#oops #weightgain #gainz #vegangainz #funandgames #jeansdontfit #cake #ilovecake #cakehatesme #wereahappyfamily #snug